It's been AGES since I last used photoshoped, but dear lord, this new photo of Hugh is just to yummy not to do anything with it.
So here you go, 2 walls!


(thanks laura27md for the HQ photo!)

New layout on Natascha-McElhone.net is up! :D

It took me several minutes to get my eyes off that promo pic. If anyone still has doubts whether Huddy is L.O.V.E, they must be mental!
♥

Anyhoo, I hope you like it :)

My friend committed suicide on Saturday. It's been already a few days and I still can't believe it. Even though we haven't been hanging out together for the past 2-3 years, we used to be very close in junior high. He was such a cheerful person, always smiling and talkative. I have no idea what the hell happened that made him do this.
You hear every now and then about people who kill themselves but it never happens to someone you actually knew and liked.
I hope he's in a better place now.

Help me out guys.

I've been friends with this guy (let's call him X) since 2002. Actually, we used to be classmates. We almost never spoke to each other. But in 2005 we went to the same Uni and we grew closer. In the beginning we were jsut friends, but for the past year we were something more. We suddenly started going out together to the cinema, ice-skating, cycling etc. I realised that I wanted to be with him, but I was confused whether he treats me as an old friend or also something more.
But recently, after we went to the cinema, I drove X to his flat, and he said that 'for our next DATE he would pick me up'. So he considers them dates. Cool. But why the hell, would he be telling me few days later about this girl from uni whom he fancies? I guess it's this reverse thing, where I should scream 'Nooo, you're mine!' and then kiss him. But it made me angry, so I just pretended as if I didn't care and basically told him 'good luck'.
Since then we met a few times, no mention of the other girl.
We went out for a dinner with my friends who had never met him, and one of them later told me that he's totally into me.
Later X asked me about my plans for New Year's Eve, to which I said that I was going to a house party. I asked him if he wanted to be my +1 and he said yes. But few days later he calls and tells me that his friends are throwing a party so he'd be going there. Which made me even more confused, because if you fancy someone, you don't cancel your date with them (unless you have a really good excuse).
So, I thought then that he sees only a friend in me, until a msn convo from a few minutes ago, in which he wrote "You're the one I want- O. Newton". So he's either playing with me, or just as insecure about this whole thing as I am.

I've decided that I'm not going to call him until he calls me first, but I need to do something about it, cause I'm tired of this constant playing.

OMG. I CAN'T BREATHE. STAYING UP TILL 2:30am? TOTALLY WORTH IT. CALL ME DESPERATE, BUT NOW I WANT TEH HUDDY SEX.
CUDDY AND HOUSE ARE JUST MADE FOR EACH OTHER.

I've run out of tears. This is the most beautiful tributes I have ever read. You can feel the love and passion that was between Natascha and Martin.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-1021685/Natascha-McElhone-I-believe-I-wont-feel-skin-more.html


It reminded me of an email exchange we had few months ago when we were joking that I knew Natascha better than he did, as I pointed/ asked him if it wasn't 'Tasch', instead of 'Tash' as he referred to her.





I fucking hate the world.

Even though several hours have passed, I am still in deep shock. Natascha McElhone's husband, Martin Kelly, passed away last night. He was only 42.
After opening my site about Natascha, we starting to exchange emails. He was such a sweetheart, always supportive and eager to help me out. Although I didn't know him personally I feel heartbroken.
We were supposed to meet last summer but Natascha's say in LA got prolonged and we postponed it for this summer...

I love Natascha and I can't possible imagine what she's going through. Especially since she's pregnant with their 3rd child. 2 days ago they celebrated their 10th wedding anniversary.

I think that the best way to honour him would be donating some money to the charity he founded. So if you have a dollar or 10, please do it for Martin and the memory of him.
FACING THE WORLD.NET

If Juliet is killed off Lost, I'm DONE watching this show.
She's the single greatest character on this show (well, Desmond is pretty cool too), so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE keep her alive.

And what a fucking prick Jack is?! Promos for 4x10 looked like a fun Jacket smut, but ended up being an excuse for watching Kate in her panties sucking Jack's face off *barf*.

Now, if you excuse me, I'll cry thinking about the end of Jacket ;(

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!

24 on a hiatus till 2009

Dear Lord, I love Cate so much. Everytime I see her on big screen I go ecstatic. And since she the main character in Elizabeth- The Golden Age, it lasted for almost 2 hours ;D
Fuck the negative reviews, TGA was brilliant. Too bad though that the bum shown in the film, wasn't actually Cate's :(

I'm going back home tomorrow and I just can't wait :D
Although, I'll be pretty busy, as my parents went skiing and my sister's pregnant, so I'll have to prepare Xmas on my own. How fun! ;)

I guess I won't have much time to use my computer, so let me wish you now, a very merry Christmas and a happy new year! LOVE U ALL :*

Ok people, need your help!
I came up with an idea for a Xmas present for my best friends. She quotes Miss Teen South Carolina all the time. And so, I want to make her a t-shirt with Lauren and her infamous speech on it. The only problem is that I can't find any good quality picture of her on the stage.
Anyone...? Please!

I was texting today with one of my best friends, who started to date a guy I'm not a huge fan of. At first I was slightly joking about him, but later I said that I hope everything turns out well for them. Then, she said sth like 'I miss you, but I'm happy that I'll see you in 3 weeks' and now, I just got a text saying: "Michael thinks you're not a good friend. It's over between you and me".
I'm still staring at my phone with "WTF" look.
Is this some sick joke? :(

Ok, so here we go with me first meme :) It seems that everyone has already done it (although I snagged this specific one from snowballs), so what the hell, I can't be an outkast!

( mememememememememe )

I made myself today a '90s day. By that, I mean, I spent my time watching TLC videos (HOW THE FUCK IS IT POSSIBLE THAT CRAZYSEXYCOOL WAS RELEASED 13 YEARS AGO?!?! AND FANMAIL ALMOST 9?!?!) and listening to old school Will Smith. Remember "Gettin Jiggy Wit it"?

I have a girl crush on Kristin Chenoweth. She's so funny on Pushing Daisies ♥ I remember watching her on Bewitched and all I saw then was a high-pitched blonde. I had no idea that she is a Broadway actress and apparently she's not that stupid too! ;)
AND omfg @ her voice :o


Fast forward to 2:30.

I mean, good lord, she's the size of my thigh!
And she was soo witty and smart on some other TV shows.
So basically, yeah, I have a girl crush on Kristin Chenoweth.
(somebody make ma a nice Cheno icon please! ♥ )

New layout on Natascha-McElhone.net! YAAAAAAAAAY! :D

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OMFG @ the new Natascha McElhone photoshoot.

It turned out that to fix my notebook, I'd have to pay something like the half price of a new one. So, I got myself a brand new Toshiba :D I still need to learn how to use this damn Vista that eats all my RAM memory, but what the hell, nobody produces computers with good ol' XP anymore :( I need to re-install all the programs, get my hands on cracks for Photoshop, Dreamweaver, PSP and about 10,000 different things I use.

I spent last 10 days in Poland and I can't wait to go there again. I used to whine and get annoyed when I was there, but now, when I had to move to Germany, I start to appreciate all the things I had in Gdansk. Big cosy room, my own car, people who I care for (my sister's slowly getting a baby bump! :D), limitless internet, places I know and relatively cheap shops. What I want to say is that I MISS POLAND. Never thought of myself as a patriot, but here it is.

Now, on a little less profound note, OMFG @ the last House episode. Huddy ♥ Cuddy keeping her legs on the table *gasps*. Bring teh sex, GODDAMMIT!